i hate havinq a fwen...! ... i dun giv darm
from nw onward wad eu do, wad eu lyk, wad eu think, or wadever..
ur problem is urs ! mine is mine ! stop botherinq mi ,
let end dis fwen or wadever shit relationship here !
simply : eu in ur world i in my world , since eu alrdi hav so many fwen & ji0-er
will eu still care about fwen relationship dis kind of thinq?
i think from ur heart , eu will think tat is just a piece of crap? YEA.
i suffer my pain wif my fwen , i suffer myself , i suffer everythinqs do eu realise?
rmb kenny? i qiv up him cos of our 'FWENSSHIP' . dhen wad about eu?
if eu alrdi say eu dunwan accept him why eu nid ask mi a stupid question?
' if i accept will we end our fwen relationship? '
if eu rli dunwan accept eu wun ask mi dis kind of thinq ...
for mi & mickey , nt only about dis we wan to end dis relationship .
is sometime the way eu tok it hurts ! but eu dun even no rite? of cos .
the thinq ie wish to say ...
is i do hate him & eu !
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eu can complain everythinq bad about mi to ur fwens or ....
ie dun care , cos i told wu alrdi
from ytd onward we are just stranger , just lyk you & mi !
ps : BFF is extinct from todea
angie : if above e post hurts eu or somethinq mind b wronq? * forqive mi .
i'm just beinq too jealous , hope eu understand . but mayb dis my idea of thinkinq?
shuld we just brk up our fwenship? or .... i rli dunnoe!
as my heart say i cant affort too lose 3 fwen tgt as 1 time , i alrdi lose delvin .
but nw i must either choose eu or mickey. it rli very hard fer mi . can eu just try to understand?
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HOPE HE KNEW DIS POST !
just came bck from tonninq at hendenson wave, i'm seriously tried .
i cried fer e niqht when i beinq tuuu... i still thinkinq ab0ut hym , i dunnoe why .
i rmb d last promises eu given mi is stop drinkinq , but rli i cant control .
i drink & drank fer e niqht cryinq fer e past , lookinq up e sky & i saw star .
i rmb eu told mi about star sign durinq e vivo condo time , and i cried even louder !
why cant i just forqet eu? why cant i just clear everythinq in my mind?
tat time eu asked mi : ' should i jio angie ? ' nw i tell eu .
as my heart say : i rli dun wish too , i no i'm selfish i no i'm jealous but wad can i do ?
it alrdi brk , can i ask fer patch ? if can , wad will eu choose? .
impossible rite? cos eu alrdi say eu lyk angie le . eu lyk her half hyper half childish .
sooo... ? if urs rli lyk each other i cant force ...