thx fer those ideas eu qivinq mi , but those bleedinq pain it alrdi in my heart ...
it hurts & hard to forqet ... no matter wad happened , i no eu will b e one b dere for mi .
he dunnoe wad am i thinkinq , i only wish him to no i will still b dere waitinq ...
but i think he dun qiv a darm ? mayb ? , mayb , mayb im jus imaqine too much ...
rli too much fer it , nt onli him ! just too many thinq too realise .
mayb of those thinqs he qivinq mi? rmb e book? to forqet eu?
he cant f0rqet e place wher he spent time wib her , e shirt , e drink ... he still rmb .
but in e end ? wad happened ? he qoinq qet bck to her but ? he dead !
he dead in a accident ! before , before !? before his weddinq ...
i dunwan him lyk him ! i dunwan i dunwan i dunwan !!!!!
i scared i luv him too much till lyk him forqet about those luv story dhey had tqt !
wad i had ? ppl may think im honqster ? yea ! mayb im . but ? do dhey no wad is hurts ?
hurts after those beautiful past ? hurts after eu realise eu are wronq ?
hurts after eu reqreted ? hurts after he qone ? or hurt even more when he dead ?
im seriously tried ! but wad can i do ? only rmb tellinq ppl about those past ?
only sit in a corner & cry ?
only choose 1 person qiv eu happiness & f0rqet about ur true luv ?
only wad !? wad !?!? . WAD CAN I DO ? only hide behind dis com typinq & cry !
he dun understand , mi too !
cry cry cry cry & CRY !
my tear-s drop-ed every second , mintues & hours when i recall eu !
im seriously !
just qiv mi 1 last dance ? finish it , & i will let it qo ...
die in ur arm is my blissfully way to qo .