freak it ,, wad am i thinkinq ?? i dunnoe ...
all i can say i not worth for wadever i had .
nvr ever cherish wadever i had riqht now ?
but cherish wad ? i dunnoe . FREAK IT ,, i feelinq jealous now
i feel empty ,, empty empty & empty !!
mickey darlinq is qoinq off for her camp ,, no more else to tok wib .
my moody ,, it only she no mi more dhen anyone else .
she understand wad im thinkinq ,, she no wad am i qoinq to do next
recall-ed e past ,, tat day ! went-ed to plaza sinq rmb ?
i was lyk sittinq at e mac lauqhinq lyk siao but im not happy at all .
i just had to entertain toqether wib them ,, after tat keep thinkinq & thinkinq .
im tired !!!!!! ciq for the time beinq to clam myself
my heartbroken ! i feel lyk cryinq ... but i cant .
hais ...
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went-ed to look-ed fer mickey as she had some meetinq .
reach-ed ,, saw alot of x members ! omq ,, imissthem .
but forqet it ,, everythinq qone wronq now ! ihateit .
why cant urs just put those past away ?
must i always qet reqret wadever i did ?
zzz im tired since after tat ,, i quess .
train-ed down to tionq as for e rest is plaza ...
cos mickey had to take her camp thinq ...
stupid of her ,, leave her house key wib xiaorick ._."
dhen cor-ed rick to cab down to her house ,,
by e time her dad reach-ed home ...
& it 5pm zui zui ,, i ask-ed mickey ..
me : if ur dad come here by 5 pm how ?
mickey : wun d larh ,, he always 5 or 6 reach d
me : scarly larh .. how ?
mickey : die lorh ..
me : orh ,, dots .
& rli 5 pm ahahs !
dhen cab-ed down to plaza ,, find e rest ...
want-ed to look fer kemius kor at parklan
but dhey all say want qo commonwealth dhen okies lorh
cancel e meetinq wib kor ,, aqain chanqe-d places zzz
to alan house ,, xiaowei dhey all doesnt want to follow-ed
as dhey want to look fer pauline ,, dunnoe who e hell are her larh zzz
make till my sharon qinqren so heartbroken ! ihateyousia !!!!!!!!
dhen slack-ed at alan house sms-ed dear ,, he doesnt bother to reply ._."
think he buz ba ,, hais ... moody aqain ,,
cab-ed wib rick aqain as he want-ed to qo home
so he send-ed mi to commonwealth mrt ...
train-ed home ,, on e way back i seriously feel lyk cryinq ...
my eyes are pain-ed & watery ):
hais home sweet home !
no mood to continues lerh
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ps:/
dear , i dont know how long we'll be able to last.
but i've pinky promised eu before i'll only leave you when you leave me.
i'll cherish this forever i can qet from eu. hurry sms me, missinq eu !
jiayou fer ur tmr bike test <3
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taq replies :

kuohao : wakaka !! ,, idiot read my mind ._."
kiies added ;)

anqie : eu should noe wad i will do wif scary movie rite? laugh fer no reason & makinq stupid sound ;x

anqie : i lazy larh ,, hais nth much about e post larh mayb of moody ba ?
kiies ,, scary for eu but nt fer mi ! cos i will b dere lauqhinq :)

shiyu : dots sia ,, memories ? stupid reason ! ;x