Disappointed
sorry for the lack of post ,, forqetten what do rli happened for the past 2 days .
i only rmb about ytd x.x'' was totally drunk at seesha ,, sorry about what had rli happened .
thank rebecca for takinq care of me ,, & xiiaowei ; brother sorry to make you worry
& rush down to search for mi ... i didnt rli know what had happened ,,
all i could rmb i cired so hard till i even huq my cousin & ask-ed ....
" why you leave mi ? ,, im not qd enouqh ? LOl " -.- " stupid riqht ?
was super hiqh after that ,, i banq everythinq on the table & the photo frame drop ... car mirror break ?
yah ? tis is what xiiaowei ; brother told mi . super thank for takinq qd care of mi ...
& as i woke-d i realise my hand have a ciq burn scar i didnt how i qet it ,, maybe i just fckinq burn myself ?
quys ,, i promised . tis will be the last time i qonna to be lyk tat ,, sorry to made your cry & worry for mi
i feel so quitly ,, even my sissy & parent ? . fcktard . i cause so many trouble for your . fck quys -'-
im back to myself ! FCK THOSE MEMORIES ~

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todea stay-ed at home ,, thinkinq & thinkinq . i still ... i wanna qet you of my mind ! )':
fcktard fcktard ! can you just stop appearinq on my mind !? . FCK IT . CANT YOU JUST LET MI FORGET YOU!
i seriously wanna to qive up but why am i cant stop droppinq my fckinq tears cause of you!? .
i doesnt know why am i jealous for ,, i doesnt know why i wanna to know happened to you
i doesnt know why i just ... everythinq just about you !? . just cant stop within 1 week aqo!? .
maybe it time to mia ,, should i ? . im so stress ,, i need time to be alone .
i deleted those photo on my fone , i deleted those msq from you , i deleted everythinq
but why ,, i just cant bear to delete your contact!? & why am i so lookinq forward for ur msq ? .
i just wanan to tell you somethinq : i never loved someone till i feel lyk die-inq ,, nvr cried so hard .
tis is stupid action but im not stupid . maybe im dumb ,, all of your tellinq mi to let qo .
it easy to say ,, but hard to do . tellinq everythinq ? , i still doesnt know why am i doinq so many silly thinqy .
im always say ,, i'd let qo . yes i did it . but within a few second ... i didnt .
i cant do anythinq ,, cause we're over . just to accept the fact . time heal i believe-d .
everythinq finally had fall apart ,, all words i said it always so beautiful ... but what made it so ?
it because of you ,, you & me . the words , the promises , the love . i learn-ed .
it made mi feel so bless . rli thanks ,, it easy cause everythinq had fall apart .
once is enouqh ,, im not qonna to imqaine for the twice .

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taq replies:

Ahtinq : ahahs !

Xiaojacq : LOL ! wad buttock -.-"

Yuetinq : yo ~ siaozharbor ;x

Celestine : ahahas , i'll .

Clinton : (:

Taisetsu : o.o ?