Im tired ,, let qo ba ?
im back from ,, it 9.47am nw ... i coundnt forqet about what happeninq last niqht ~
from bottom of my heart * speakinq everythinq :
I finally thinks clearly of everythinq ,, i qive up .
both of us had puttinq effort to maintain dis relationship ,, but it fail-ed .
i always thouqht you're the best bf amonq all of them but after tis niqht i realise ,,
i'd put all my hopes on you & just want to last & stay with you forever ...
but ... ' what is qonna to do with your future ? '
it made mi feel that you just love me for a moment & it'll break up anytime
actually ,, both of us may think we do love each other but it wronq ... a biqqest mistakes .
we doesnt understand each other well ,, we doesnt know what we want & wish for ,,
we doesnt know what we're thinkinq ...
yea ,, we can tell eachother ' iloveyou'
but what prove ? 1 month 7days ? 8 time of breakinq & patchinq ?
cryinq for each other ? lettinq qo for both happiness ? ahahs ,, what a jokes .
you said you'll chanqed your attitude ,, i qiven you time .
i said i try to reduce my brothers & try not to meet quys often,, but had you qiven me time ? no .
all you can say : qt quys dun msq you . what are you tryinq to meant ?
okay ,, i understand . maybe some past had affert my imaqine of the point that you look at me
i just wanna to solve thinqs out by meetinq out & tok ,, & what happened ?
you call-ed & shout-ed mi ,, i try to control my tears cause you the 1st bf that shouted me for all ...
everytime we quarrel ,, i can know it will qonna to have the same endinq " let's break".
im tired ,, seriously tired of dis words .
you said everythinq you do ,, you share a thouqht of me ...
if you share a thouqht of me ,, you'll be understandinq
maybe you're riqht to say we doesnt suit to be toqether ,, & you doesnt lyk your qf to ton with other quys
im a different person ,, i lyk freedom ... i lyk hanq out with brot & sist
& you ? i doesnt know .
i rli dun understand ,, why im always sayinq the truth i always qet scoldinq ?
im not blaminq you ,, i know i had fault too . it always because of GUYS & we end-ed up ' BREAK'
i tell myself ,, idw to cry over & over the same thinq aqain . i feel im stupid .
as your fwen said : there alots of qirls for you . find better one .
as you said had oso said ,, there qirls want you too .
so ,, ahahs . same thinq qoes aqain :
you deserve someone better than me . just treat her well & try to chanqe your attitude .
sorry for makinq you disappointed once aqain ,, hope we remain as fwen or maybe not .
but all the best ,, bye boy .
ps : / i qonna to rest ,, hope i wun dream of him aqain x.x" anythinq msq mi (;
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taq replies:

Ahtinq : ahahas icic .

Xiaoroy : cause you nub .

Huangyu : other than that ? , ahahs . forqet it .