Love is so complicated .
I dream of him yesterday ):
fckinq annoyinq ,, & i woke-d ...
just to think everythinq clearly & yea ,, i wrote a letter with 1000 words on it
of all our memories ,, sad / happy all ..
want-ed to qive him but yet ,, forqet it . since it already a past ,, dun wish to draq back .
ahahs . so just burnt it
so simply i type out half of the letter that i wrote & send-ed him as msq .
Love a person doesnt mean they must be toqether isnt ?
cause you must just add on troubles for them miqht as well let qo ? .
Love could chanqed everythinq of you ,, if you do love the person ...
but it that real you ? no . if you do love the person ,, you may just accept the fact & carry on ? .
Maybe this is the beqinninq of it ? or maybe not ?
it doesnt matter cause it all about how much love you put in & what it build-ed out .
i said dis before : love isnt find someone you love is enouqh but creatinq a riqht r/s with them
maintaininq a r/s isnt easy ,, we just cant stop in peace by not quarrelinq .
just lookinq back those photo of your ,, i doesnt know should i cry or happy .
the smiles ,, it not only remain in my mind but my heart too (:
i always wish we'll always stick as one when time qoes by but it still drift apart
why must we always beinq sarcastic to each other ,, sayinq words that we dun rli meant it ?
sometime i just keep quiet & say forqet it ,, you know why ? cause i dun wish to continues quarrel.
how much hurts we do cause each other ? leavinq each other alone ?
i rli hope the day when you qonna speak everythinqs out so that it'll make you real happy .
sometime showinq me attitudes without tellinq mi the reason ,, the feelinq is rli fcktard
but i know you doesnt meant it cause you care .
but you know sometime you qet scolded for some unreasonable reason ,, what the feelinq ? ..
it the veri first time i fall so deep ...
ps : / wanna to qet to understand each other ,, isnt easy to do it ? ahahs . but i wun qive up (:
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