Words Are Just Words~

K ,, my relationship is qettinq more complicated ! .
For now ,, i think my relationship status is sinqle ? ya . should be .
lyk seriously , i told myself i'd enouqh of tis bullshit .... we just cant lyk beinq those normal cpl ?
we do quarrel-ed everyday ,, yea almost everyday ! No point forcinq each other .
to qet back him i wait-ed about 1 month plus but it had never be the same anymore .
that why ,, i chanqe-d myself to b more mean cause i always know the result will be
sometime qirls is easy to qet bully cause you are too easyqoinq
i'd ask-ed myself for a pretty lonq time ,,
if he said he loved me why would he had another qirl riqht after we broke ?
& treatinq me so coldly & 1 month ltr ,, he ask-ed to hold him back ?
tis show he do loved you ? or just treatinq you as a spare ?
seriously speakinq ,, i'd been doinq all tis for wronq ... we're no lonqer lyk the past anymore .
feelinq fade or losinq too much confidence on myself ?
the distance btw us is so near but so far ,,
i always try to be use to your bad temper & attitude
& i known you'd try your best to be a understandinq bf but fail-ed cause you're too sensitive
i'd the riqht to choose my time by spentinq with who ,, i'd my own fwens . my own time .
in tis way by all what you'd said ,, that show you doesnt respect my fwens at all isnt ?
dun you think you're selfish ? ... care about your own feelinq then what about me ?
you said ,, it's unfair . than i'll make the thinqy qoes riqht .
you qo your own way & i'll qo my own way ,, perhaps it'll be much more better ?
cause you doesnt seem to be very happy beinq with me ,, i seriously missinq your smiles .
ps : / hate the voice when you always shout at me .

43 things that girls wish their boyfriend to know
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.
#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she's scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don't let her have the last word.
#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.
#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
#40 Let her know she's important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.