/; Hatelovelies



kayz , imma supa sick nao & my fever qet more worst >: cried thu the niqht till i slept .
here aqain he qiven me false hope & crush it all in one moment ... but why ? i dun understand ...
seeinq mi in this situation may make you v happy ? well , perhaps i may just lie down on the hospital bed riqht ?
there no much different >: i cant even talk properly , my throat is hurtinq me v badly
or i could just say my heart is controllinq ...
you ! , i could just qiv up on a better quy than you & willinq to wait for you aqain but why !? you tell me ...
i simply dun understand , you told me you scared to accept me cause you scare you may qet hurts aqain & aqain
then what about me ? i didnt qet hurts ? all you care is just your own feelinq , fk you ! >':
since the day 080110 we started i never qiv up hopes on you ,
i keep on holdinq to that r/s & yet you bastard me once & aqain or even make me cant even move on ;/
you qoes around tellinq ppl hw much you hate me , hw bastard am i , hw flirt am i but i did anythinq wronq ?
you hate me cause you say im honqster & flirt around quys ... the fact is i didnt & i'd prove .
you say im bastard cause i play your feelinq ... the fact is you're the one that keep on brk & patch .
you say im flirt cause there's alot of quys textinq me & i used to hanq out with quys ...
the fact is they're my bro & fwens i did cor you to join alonq but you doesnt one it & you push the blame to me .
you made the love became hate but why i just couldnt hate you ? cause i just rli love you alot . haish .
takecare & hope you'll never come back aqain . 23 july , end of our friendship .
& thanks Ahtinq , kristin , dillon & many more that rli concern about me but i failed to move on & forqet him .
i just want to stay sinqle for this period till the hateness is qone >;

i hate you >': 08th's