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didnt went for todea event , shocked? .
ahahas , stucked at home the whole day was planed to qo out but it seem there no places to go >:
& there so many thinq that i kept inside the heartzxc & make me nearly cired ... haish .
who understand ? expect for a few . im just like kana stuck into the middle , while ? ...
im felt sorry for bby & quitly about it , but that is how i feel & thank for the understandinq
those memories had been cominq back my mind & i couldnt qet rid of it
& yeah , you said was riqht . have those memories back but what to do ? useless .
perhaps it's time to accept & let qo , past is always past ...
im so sorry my boy ,, i couldnt make the choice & it's really very unfair to you
& im so afraid that my selfishness cause a heartpain , without knowinq it may cause reqret choice ?.
letting myself to achieve my own happiness & yet to let go the things we goes thus ....
maybe it's time to change myself & start to think of others ,, i learn my mistake from my previous x .
I lost him & i did regret & finally i get back i didnt appreciate , without knowing those pains i cause btw us ...
i made him hate me & yeahh ... i quess he should know who he's . ( i swear it's time to cherish everything )
sorry for the past & it been so many month i didnt forget you & yeah , i still like you
& i quess naoz i'd already qive up ? & thank that you make mi found a better guy & learn from that r/s (;
i quess we're friend naoz isnt ? ... (: