/; Selfishness = hurts ?



kayz , it'd been since when i last update ... many thinqs happened , & it'd been confusinq me .
it had really left me speechless & i really dk what to do .. yeah i really wish to but ? what can i do ?
have some heart to heart talk with sisst & bihonq it really make me feel much better but it's hurt when i cried
it's much more related to a selfishness act & i feel like qivinq up everythinq that i'd & im willinq to , i know ? .
it's time to countdown , oh yeah ? quess what ... i dun think it's really a need to do that cause ....
shouldnt talk much about it anymore (:
todea went to skul & yeah aqain , im late -.- " skip the last period with estini & ferlyn as lesson is end at 12.45pm
bus-ed home straiqht & ahtinq ! you cheat my feelinq :@ arqhhhhh .... you should know what i meant . ahahs .
lookinq forward for the next outinq (Y) , i miss you .
yeah , sentosa pix is already all uploaded at my bloq (;

ps : /

im really willinq to qive up everythinq just for you , but perhaps i think soon or later it's still false hope to me .
i quess it's a disappointement , you didnt chanqe but im fine with it , i really willinq to wait . really .
even thu you may hate me for the past or maybe now ?
or even i quess you may be replaced me as a replacement , or even i dun think you like me either isnt ?
it's okay , you find me irritatinq or even you may lauqh at it ? or ... idk . i cant really read your mind .
all i could say , hope i may not make a wronq choice even thu it's not your fault ;/