Fairytale story ?

tired , pain , heartache. enough .

i dont knw what should i do , i dont want t regret . i dont want t let go . im ... 

you're a good boyf , i knw you're always the one holding on t the r/s but ?

i feel that you'd alr open t door & let me go ... 

we no longer like the past , why our r/s is only so sweet @ the beginning ? .. idw , i hate fairytale . all are fake .

i want our r/s to be different like other...  my attitude suck , i knw . im sorry .

sometime im afraid t listen too much of rumors about you cause me a heartache , yeah . i dont trust you . 

but i believe you can change & you willing do . but ... 

i dont knw , i really dont knw ...