/; bad insomnia

 

 having a bad insomnia fr the past few week ! i just cant hav a proper sleep..

baby doesnt allow me t touch pills as it's super unhealthy & is bad fr health 

but yesterday i had a bad nightmare .. & i swear im not gonna forget what had happen :(

baby & ioan laughed @ the dream as it's super funny to them ! argh .

but nevermind ... i find it kinda weird too.

31st event @ scape , should i go as girlf told me about it . i'd not been to club since like a few month back ? ..

i guess Halloween was my last event that i last stepped into club or should i join my SPL for countdown ? :O

craving fr KFC now ! , i knw is super fattening but who cares ? HAHHAS ! . im so hungry right now :(

as usual im rotting @ home again & yesterday suppose to meet girlf fr drinking but end up i didnt go ..

been like drinking everyday & im so afraid i may lost my voice .. like baby . he's sick & having a bad sorethroat 

i miss oasis & ph . but i guess is oasis alr closed down ? 

you knw i hate being @ the podium w those guys that fking squeezing thus & it's really annoying

been going those thai disco & pub . like v4 & neverland & usual prata as our supper (Y) HAHAHS ! . 

i love cheese prata & those spicy curry . HOHO ~ shiok. damn tempting to stuff some foods into my mouth :)

bye peeps !

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hey darling , how your sorethroat ? NO astons fr you till you get better ! understand ? :)

DONT ARGUE with me . 

currently talking with you on msn while typing this .. awww ~ so sweet right ? * shy *

you this fatty always knw how to eat , sleep , smoke , drink & betting ! but i liked it (Y) 

i hope you'll be the one to accept fr who am i .

let's put effort into this relationship ! i miss you :(

dont always sleep so late eh .. is bad fr health & you promised me that you'll quit drinking ^^

& im sooooooo gonna quit smoking ;(

a brand new year is coming soon , life is messy & hope we'll go every obstacles tgt . will we ? :) 

sometime love do had to say goodbye to the person we love without wanted to , but doesnt mean that 

we'd to stopped loving them nor caring them ... if one day you're gone . i'll still care & love you :)

even goodbye is a painful way to say i love you .

I love you baby ! 


NG JIAN TING <3