/; - what is killing me

currently mood : PISSED . 

wanna to knw what the reason that im so pissed ? .. hmm ? nvm , nothing .

" nevermind / nothing " 

yeah , i love using those words when someone really wish to knw what it's & i'll reply " nvm / nothing  " 

knw why ? cause i find it USELESS talking so much ... or even if i did . so what ? 

i guessed those replied is what im always expected . 

i been telling myself to change my bad attitude / temper but i failed . BUT , im sure i proved something ..

i'd changed myself a better one compare to my past , okay ! as in like everyone had their flaws or what so ever
that two person ruin my day ._. one of them is a cyber person & the other one is someone close to me 
you knw who're you . im not gonna to say ... && of course 
im not making things difficult or what but i really dislike when someone is a bad mood & throw their temper 
or trying to show that they're in a down mood & wan you to giv in to them .. 
i not trying to claim things but that what i feel :O 
&& seriously i hate some ramdom guys start adding me on fb then asking fr intro & num 
before they start to knw you or talk to you ...& when you said " no " they start scolding you w vulgar ._. "
oh yeah , i didnt attend school today due to my laziness .. hopefully im able to awake fr school tml ? idk .
i'd 3 dreams today .. it's related to : love story ? yeah . 
sometime i find dreams is so sweet & i wish it do happens .. if only ... if i decided something ?
in life , love is just a words . 
sometime you wish to end it fast .. sometime you wish to continues even you're tired . 
sometime it really so sweet till you can forget those thing you'd wished to forget & yeah boom you did .
Love is amazing (: but it kills too & of course there's nothing perfect . love is divine .