Life is tough, but hold on

been busying working fr the past few days & as usual i'm having insomnia too ):

life has been pretty bad lately ! family problem ... & I have been like so sad .

Been throwing my tantrums on babyboy but still he didnt give up & still treat me the best . 

he's a guy who'll be happy fr lil things i did fr him , 

a guy who'll make me feel like im the only girl in his heart ,

a guy who'll giv me the best things in the world , really appreciate a lot :) 

im sorry fr making the stupid decision & yeah im wrong .. we can work out & great things happen slowly .

i took a long look from those messages we had . how can i forget everything so easily right ? :)

dearest , enjoy yr days @ batam alright . me wait you :) ! safe trip .

okay , i guess my blog is getting more boring so i guess i shall start a topic of my life ?

are your guys curious about my stuffs ... hmm , alright i try t keep it interesting alright :)

My life,

I was born in a broken family, both of my parents are divorce, having grandpa looking after me when im young & i do hav elder brother. When i was small, i used to be a little innocent child like those kids are..  In primary school, i was a nerd . Long skirts , neat hair , long socks. Everything was so perfect :) 

the only thing is i'd diffculty in studying but still i manage t go fr NA ,  i chosen outram sec as my sec school :0 

dont ask me why i wan i chosen that cause i oso dk the reason & soon or later im become a bad girl .
what i mean by a bad girl ?  
i started t drinking , smoking , fight & even glue stiffing because i mixed w the wrong company ..
i'd my very first boyf when im 13 i mean i did hav a boyf in pri skul but it just puppy love & stuffs isnt ? 
yeah , my first kiss ? 13 too , but i never treat all my past r/s seriously as those guys are only wan our  " body "
i step into a real r/s when im was like ? 15 . yeah , last yr . 
i didnt believe in love in such a age cause to me all guys just wan SEX / MONEY . we broke off after 1 mth .
from that day onward i didnt believe in guys .. all i wann is just bro / sis hood .
until i met another guy again .. yup, my current guy . ( Shall not elaborate too much ) 
as you knw is just love :) yeah yeah yeah ! , 2 more mth t my bdea (Y) happygirl . hehe ^^ 
alright i guess i shall stop here since is alr 12.42 am . YEAH ! a few more hr t see my bboy .