Poor eyes, Poor mind, Poor heart. Im sorry its hurts you i've no choice because i cant control.

I stayed up late outside to have a deep thought and finally i've made the decision ... i deleted him facebook , contact and even all our past msg although i feel there's a deep cut inside but i know im brave enough to face everything myself.

Didnt know everything would just happen so fast and out of so sudden, i get insomnia every night just because I know Im not gonna feel you anymore and your heartbeat are no longer beating for me, i asked myself it's my fault to do all this nonsense or i should just kept it in heart and treat like nothing happen. 

However, dating with me you might feel more like a friendship then a real relationship due to my casual nature and im very demanding and if you do not provide what i wants and i know i needs a partner with a quick mind because i tends to poke and prod at the emotions and the minds of those who are mentally slower then me ! The reason for me is jealousy is that if im going to open up to a man when i rarely completely opens up to anyone.. is because i does not want to risk myself being deceived or hurt. Get your mind right, when i becomes jealous and that show you're really to true love and i'll always remember you