A journey may not just be about the destination.

- Speechless -

I been stuck ed @ this blank page of mine, I have been typing what's on my mind and then i pressed backspace again, again ... & again. Once again, I asked myself  " what you want to say ? " 

Recalling back, Perhaps I was too young to understand. We spent the next hour in our little world, no! actually half year ? no! more than relishing the days when your name would be nailed to my name.

sometimes, I make decisions, sometime, I follow decision but every time the bitterness stop me from giving in because I'm seeking for the smile on your face, you know ? I would do anything to forget you but right now I'm isn't ? doing thing to cling on, i gave up and i bet your lucky enough to choose what's actually good for you

I know life is fair because we all have only 24 hours a day so either i sit down and complain that time is not enough, or i stand up and do something again? I saw this this online, Love is a rubber band. It can either be stretched to its limit so that it can hold the most number of things, or it can be stretched till it breaks. If you stretch till it breaks, it means that the relationship will not last. The one who stretches the rubber band is reality. No matter how much two lovers love each other, reality will stretch that love. Whether it holds or breaks doesn’t just depend on how strong the love is. It depends on how aggressive reality is stretching as well. If the rubber band has broken, there is no way to fix it. In case you are not aware about me @ all, am right? I'm not saying that you're @ fault or blaming you not to fight but i think it's all about thinking from the right angle.. if we cant do anything about it then we can only see what can offer us not what we can offer each other. I appreciate for what you did to me but i been progressively thinking what should i do to make it better or should i just learn and accept the fact we're over? yeah, which is officially over. No more second thought .

The past few days time, what's on your mind?  I mean we've used more than nine month of 2011 to achieved what we get today and how can achieve more till the day where we suppose to be? Either I cry and wait for hope or either you tell me what's my hope? To be honest, I don't know what am actually thinking.. and am I that capable to get your trust yet? so you'll never abandon me and you know what? being with you is like a maze easy to get into but diffcult to get out. I know our relationship had already fall apart and our friendship end but ask yourself is your love for me die yet?