A new beginning with bigcowcow.

blogskin background , songs and hmm .. shall try getting a overall new change soonNew too.

I mean everything is new isnt ? yes, even boyfriend? . lol. great hur? . oh yeah, i rmb he did mention about me being easy? perhaps i am and i simply forget someone like you that gave me so many reasons to always remember you but then like you said " you misses me" but if you do you'll call, if you cares you'll show. If not I am sure i made the right choice because I am obviously not worth you because you cant be worth my time too.

Eventually people will realize that mistakes are meant for learning not repeating , i feel that i am a fool and im not saying im perfect. In fact, Im far from it just saying im worth it .. worth to have a better one... because when i missed you, you're not even missing me. Its better to wakeup to the truth and be sad than to wake up to a lie and smile like a fool as i learn as i grow :) Experience make me, mistake help me, perfection is bullshit okay because imperfection is human, hopefully you'll enjoy your 20th birthday in one week time.

I was about to cling on to him but then he didnt know that while he's ignoring me, there's another guy giving me his attention. while you giving me problem another guy is listening, while you're too busy for others, another guy is making time for me. while you're making me cry, another guy is trying to make me smile again and when you're not sure if you still want me, another guy has already figured it out . That's why i said guys are assholes ! If we girls argue with him they says we're hard-headed and if we're quiet, they says we dont care or like when we tell them about our stuff they say we're too clingy crazy or irraitating much and if we dont they'll say we dont trust them. so as for me all the guys are basically the same !

Yesyes ! 11-11-11 is over and Im gonna start counting down for chirstmas and first day of my sec 4 . LOL.

* Excited * 
another day of 11.11pm , ending post @ 12 november 11:11. bye