If We Ever Meet Aqain ?
currently at com lab nw ,, still wonderinq who the one who cor mi ytd niqht .
it isnt him or it isnt ron . soo ? ... who that -.- " why must it made at the time : 1.44am zzz
maybe i think too much ler ,, just a coincidence ba ? . oh well ,, forqet it .
should be happy nw or sad ? i seriously dk ,, everythinq seem to be so far yet so near .
perhaps i shouldnt feel tis way riqht ? i thouqht i'd let qo of everythinq ?
without contact each other ,,
i thouqht it do make the feelinq fade & i'll forqet you
till the day i realise im wronq ...
but why all those memories it still appearinq ,, & i told myself it was just a DREAM
but it do seem to be the real ... everythinq , everytime , everywhere .
back to postinq ; reach-ed home around 3 plus as went-ed to puff riqht after skul ...
im hunqry ,, didnt eat from just nw till nw ;( dun feel lyk eatinq at all ...
oh well ,, i think it everythinq qonna to be done riqht here . i feel so sickly ):

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tomorrow qonna to have a weddinq party so im think im not qonna to update tmr niqht ?
4 more days to qo ,,
& i think im qonna spent my time rottinq at home or maybe some party or event qonna on ?
days by days it passes so quickly ,, it already march ler term 1 qonna to end soon
& seem that i didnt started studyinq ? . oh well ,, it time to push on ~
oh well quys for those really care about mi ,, yea i do know i chanqe-d to another person .
but yet sometime i do had my character back isnt ? , dun worry . just qive mi sometime ;x
but please dun advice me to accept other just by usinq them to forqet him cause i do feel so unfair ...
specially to my loves ones :

Him :
even thus we couldnt qet toqether aqain ,,
but at least im happy for you to found your another par aqain .
dun be back the old times that you use to be ,, cause you could do much better .
at least we're nw fwen ;) i feel much better .
& well ,, i think you should qettinq back the happy times cause your brother are back . ahahas ?
hope you do enjoy your time with them ,, perhaps i think you're relaxinq yourself ? (:
do last lonq with her ;D

Rebecca :
choice is btw you ,, follow your heart . if he the one you really wish for ,, qo on (:
ask yourself : are he worth for you doinq that & wait for ? if it is ,, i just hope you last lonq with him
when he come out . alriqht sissy ,, slowly enjoyinq your time .

Jinqtinq :
thank for qivinq mi advice ,, oh well . not forqettinq yourself ,, cheers too .
dun think so much ler larh ,, i dun think he's qd enouqh . so i think you should let qo ?
but it's up to you (:

Kristin :
ahahs ,, sissy dun forqet about our date at beach ? . soon i qonna to find time out .
& not forqettinq your bdea party ;) we qonna be as hiqh as possible (: drunk all the day ~