Our 2nd month ; it always my dream ~

sorry ,, ytd didnt have the time to post ...
spent-ed my day at buqis & reach-ed home around 12 am ? .
oh well ,, i feel it still useless by spentinq my time outside ... it still remind mi alot of thinqys ...
went-ed to houqanq todea to meet boonseonq as tis qonna to be our last meetinq cause he's qonna off .
all the best korh korh ;) thanks for beinq there for mi ,, not for beinq the time but always (:
i didnt know why ,, alots of place i went-ed it always remind mi of you .
even todea for our opel project ,, down to chanqi airport ...
i stil can rmb those words that he spoken mi on fone durinq the past ,,
i do feel lyk cryinq but i keep makinq myself to lauqh .... you know how hurt it is ? .
houqanq ? ,, the place that i always be with him . haish ~
todea 080310 ; 1.44am .. should be our 2nd month but all it qone ~ i seriously miss him ...
but i know its impossible ,, cause i felt that he isnt love mi anymore cause he'd another par .
i thouqht tis may not happen but yet it does .
he chanqe-d ,, or maybe im the one that chanqe-d . no lonqer the same ...
2 week & 1 days we had been apart ,, half month . but why i still cant forqet you ?
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Ron :
sorry for not replyinq your msq ,, i should make it straiqht :
not everythinq by usinq focus will be done ,, you cor-ed mi to lyk you & i can tell you it is impossible
cause you cant replaced him in my heart ,, i do love him .
maybe you said were riqht but i'd to tell you ,, im a veri stubborn person .
whatever i choose ,, i'll try my best to qet it . even thus i know it's impossible to be back with him
but i do know ,, i wun use you to replaced him cause i told myself . he's the best quy i ever had (:
ps : /
Maybe True Love Had Become A Lies , It Time To Say Goodbye .
Behind this smile I wear, you never seem to see the tears I've shed.
My feelinq for you didn't fade I still love you as much as last time.