It just a game & it'll be over

Dear peeps ,

im currently staying @ home for the whole day as im feeling v unwell ... seriously life suck k ?

& yes , nobody's that perfect ... i realise something today & it broke my heart even thus it's not my problem ?

you're my past & presently im not gg t dream that im gg have you once again , the fact is you're nothing t me .

Sometime i flash back t think about it , i feel im silly enough to go thus everything but covering the sickness of pains 

thanks to you im getting risk of this & yeah finally i get over .. here goes for my present & future . Him .

im missing every single things that i used to have , a perfect life , a perfect relationship , a perfect friendship ... 

school ? study ? , i failed to have any single of them . im feel so exhausted .

life ? is just a game , all of us are born t be death isnt ? . 

i gonna t walk my own footstep & not gonna t follow anyone ... if not im not gonna t leave my own . 

sometime you wish your relationship t be a v perfect one , you dream . marriage ? you hold . kids ? you heart .

everything seems t be recycle isnt ? <: every girl wish their boy will pamper , dote &love them  ...

even they dream how perfect is their marriage but did they ever dream t have a broken family ? 

a single mum t take care the family ? how hard it'll be ?

could you imagine ? how much pain did the woman suffer just t give birth t a new life ? &

when your kids grown up been yelling @ you ? ...  or even when you're old they thrown you aside ? i pity some old ppl

should not elaborate much alr , bye peeps 
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- I Love You Dillon (Y)