Ytd club wasnt that awesome @ all , but i'd fun w all love(s) . Vodka that make me high thus the night ...

i nearly cried but im baring w it , i guess nobody realise im having a bad mood ? yeah . 

i started t keep things inside my heart hate thinking about reality & im heartpain for things that i cant get back

i disappointed about things that cannot reach my expectation , i cant blame much . 

There someone replaced him ytd night but that's not i really want ... he try t be , i dont wish t get . 

Trust ? Gone . There no more things you can do t make me smile @ all ..

i called you ytd night cause i really missing you , i trying t smile hard & i get some words that melt my heart ;/

together w you , i wan to do things that we love ... i trying t feel the heaven , it so sweet ... but i cant .

i wan you knw , no promises . i not trying t walk away but i just like the feeling , idk how t explain t you ...

dream ? everyone have . mind blank , heart pain , tears drop . no more holding on .

ps;/ 

every girls had their dream , they wish it was so perfect . 

they cry for better ... they wish t let go but they hold ... guys said they're krazy . 

girls flirt w another guys doesnt mean they dont love anymore , 

they w t prove themself that they aint blind t fall in love w you .. they're making you jealous .

in guys mind , they said they're slut , bitchy , whore . 

they climb over their head & everything end .