Secret : i still miss you .

Evening peeps ! I'm sure your guys miss my post  :) so, where's all my comments ?! I received 6 today! :(

maybe is due to my boring updates? nvm .

Start off with waking up fr school then usual at 6.45am instead of 6.30. late fr skul . 

Nevermind, decided t giv a skip . down t chambers w jasper & lan fr about 2 hr. home sweet home :)

oh yeah , i knw my fb like so happening due t a girl ( sharin ) if you're my stalkers im sure you should knw what is happening . so i shall not elaborate much @ my blog . 

yeah , i quarrel w my baby . so what ? -.- " i just dont feel like talking t anybody uh ~ yeah . spoil mood .

Sometimes , I jus wan t vanish off the face of Earth & to cease to exist .. life will be much more better ~

my left eyes is super itchy & idk why .. it turn so red & yeah so REDDISH ! how ? :( 

i been like rubbing , washing & dry it fr many time but it seem so useless -.- " FUCKTARD .

yeah , i had some conflict w my boy . so ? ... i guess i dont need t explain t some ppl -.- "

In this world , there are too many versions of truth & i don't know which one is real anymore ..

even thu yr words may be true , so what ? i knw . yeah . your care . i appreciate . thanks .

im stubborn enough t not listen , if you feel that it hard t communicate then alright . let it be . 

we shall not talk much anymore further it just hurt both of us ...

So yeah I'll admit I get jealous when it comes t you with other girls , i meant girls trying t get close t you .

that's because there's a bigger chance of you leaving me then the opposite around . 

i knw you felt the same ways as im there's guys among me .. but I love you ..if only you realized it .

i knw those word s you said is fr my well being but yeahh . i understand but sometime 

i just dont like the way you explain it ... I needed you so bad but my mouth wouldnt say ....

&& ..... im sorry as im ignoring you .