silly lies

you're the one i loved the most  .. 

never believe of any person would replace the love we'd , the memories we had .. & you . of cos . 

hurts myself over & over again . cut , cry , flirt & fool . trust myself i would hav you till the very end ...

waiting & waiting ~ . & till the day you finally came back . soon & never . you never came . you leave again .

i give up on love even thus i'd any relationship after 1 mth . idk what i can w this broken heart , i fall apart .

asking myself , what with those promises ? what with the negative thing i did t myself ? what with the hates ?

why do you see those negative things in me ? i try .. try so hard ... what am i doing ? idk . 

everything changed , since i met this guy on the 08 december . 

yeah 08th ? should be our 11th month being tgt . isnt ? boy .. i never believe i loved you almost fr a yr .

 

yeah , he's the one whom replaced your love . a special guy which make me fall fr him in a short period .

i guess i dont need t repeat the story of how i met him & else since i did a delicate post fr him on 21 jan :)

yeah , first of thought i treat him like those guy who trying t flirt girl in cyber or whatever .. so yeah ? 

but soon , i realised he was different from those millon guys out there ...

he's thoughtful , sweet & caring . then the strong feeling ... of course , i fall fr him . ( blahh blahhh )

im knw myself , im a troublemaker .. & you're those like decent .. 

i feel like im a domino to you .. but yeah , you chosen me . i caught you :)

& now ,  im all about you .. those question about us , the only answer : our love . our confident .

of course you're the only guy im seeing about , the only guy im lovin w 

& i swear i'll be there everytime you want me to ... be true of our love :) 
i smile whenever you said " iloveyou " cause im filled w yr love
i laugh whenever you said " im afraid of losing you " cause you silly enough t hav those thought
i cry whenever you said " im sorry baby , please forgive me " cause i knw you didnt did it on purpose . 
those laughter , happiness , sadness .. we share i kept it deep inside . not forgetting about ytd night . 
iloveyou , my boy ~